I guess it didn't hit me until I read the excel document with all the counselors names and campers names: this Sunday I will once again be leaving for
Royal Family Kids Camp.
I knew it on Monday when I thought about the fact that the following week we'd be cheering in the yellow buses, getting all teary and excited as the kids pulled up with their huge excited eyes looking out the windows for their names on our carefully decorated posterboards.
I knew it Monday night when I thought about how it'd be our first night reading them poems, singing them songs, saying goodnight and I love you as we made them feel safe in their bunks for the first night of sleep.
I thought about it today when I realized tomorrow would be their birthday parties, with cakes and gifts, boat rides and Jack Johnson playing as they soaked it all in.
Tomorrow will already be half way through the week when the kids start to think about going home- and react accordingly. Ditto for me (just ask Charlie- Wednesday of last week I was already bawling about the fact that Friday was coming and we'd all have to return home).
As I read the names on the excel document just a moment ago, I got teary. The tears will start now, they'll end about 5 weeks from now.
I have five campers returning from my (and Cook County's) very first year's cabin. Five others returning from my cabin last year. I have one camper the same from last year.
The two from my first year have aged out and can't return to camp. One from last year they couldn't contact her foster mother :(. But I am so excited to have my one returner, and my newby.
Be praying for us.